Fortuitous

I was told by a bestie (you know who you are) that I need to starting ‘tumbling’ more, so it’s 11:12 pm and here I am.

This past weekend was an eye opening experience. I had the chance to hang out with a friend whom I have not had (or perhaps just never taken the opportunity) to hang out with often. The things I learned about them and myself was not only intriguing, but also a little well to be frank, deterring. Although one may know the truth of what is happening around them, they are still able to live through the mundane undertaking as though things will one day all come together like a jig-saw puzzle. However to have someone who you know will tell the truth pretty much say what has been in the back of your mind for the past 6 months it gets pretty astounding.

I am not sure what I am going to do with the information and feelings I have absorbed this past weekend. But I figure all I have is time. Time is the one thing that no matter what happens in ones’ life, it will never leave. It will always be there and it will always follow you though till the end. So I will just wait for my time to come and when it does, I will be sure not to let it slip, or make excuses on why I should not take advantage of the situation as I have done so many other times.